A lot has happened since last time I blogged. We've said goodbye to Jakob's wonderful dad, whom I also considered to be my family, even though we are not married, I have known him for seven years, both through the many visits and Jakob's stories. We are still grieving, but the daily life has begun and we are trying to find a way to deal with the loss in the midst of work and busy life. There is a big empty space now and the holidays to come will be very hard to go through.